my horrid love life.

alright. i am in a group called the single ladies, (and one guy) honestly, my our weirdness just scares guys away. its sad. but… a few guys did ask me out before……… but it turned ugly.


Ask out one. i never got to hear it: one guy, at my camp i guess liked me. but at the last day of camp i couldn't go caz i had to go to middle school orientation. so he couldn't and it wouldn't have worked caz i have no idea were he lived anyways. so i heard from a friend later but still… not good.


Ask out two: i was spaced out: i was sitting with my group and 2 guys came up to me. "hey you! hey you!" i had no idea ho he was talking to. so instead, i ignored them thinking that it was for my friend. "my friend likes you!" the guy yelled, busy on my sandwich i ignored them. so in the end i had no idea who liked me.  pathetic.


Ask out three: i was focused on my friends problems… plus he was a jerk guy:  one day walking to my class from lunch, my best friend Chrystie (FAKE NAME) was having problems at home. i listened to her and while i was in deep tought, a guy came and said something about dancing. having no interest, i just kept talking to my friend, thinking that the guy was just talking to himself self, and also he was my friend's ex boyfriend. i know how he is. so in the end i only heard, "well????" i turned to him. "What?" "you going to the dance?" i told him no. since i had no idea what he was talking about. (PATHETIC)


so pretty much really sad……… so in the end giving up. (LAMO) i turned to the idea of starting the single ladies, hanging out with my best buds on valentines day, ignoring the heart shaped decorations and the lovebird sitcoms on tv……… 


PATHETIC ISN'T?????