my horrid love life.

alright. i am in a group called the single ladies, (and one guy) honestly, my our weirdness just scares guys away. its sad. but… a few guys did ask me out before……… but it turned ugly.


Ask out one. i never got to hear it: one guy, at my camp i guess liked me. but at the last day of camp i couldn't go caz i had to go to middle school orientation. so he couldn't and it wouldn't have worked caz i have no idea were he lived anyways. so i heard from a friend later but still… not good.


Ask out two: i was spaced out: i was sitting with my group and 2 guys came up to me. "hey you! hey you!" i had no idea ho he was talking to. so instead, i ignored them thinking that it was for my friend. "my friend likes you!" the guy yelled, busy on my sandwich i ignored them. so in the end i had no idea who liked me.  pathetic.


Ask out three: i was focused on my friends problems… plus he was a jerk guy:  one day walking to my class from lunch, my best friend Chrystie (FAKE NAME) was having problems at home. i listened to her and while i was in deep tought, a guy came and said something about dancing. having no interest, i just kept talking to my friend, thinking that the guy was just talking to himself self, and also he was my friend's ex boyfriend. i know how he is. so in the end i only heard, "well????" i turned to him. "What?" "you going to the dance?" i told him no. since i had no idea what he was talking about. (PATHETIC)


so pretty much really sad……… so in the end giving up. (LAMO) i turned to the idea of starting the single ladies, hanging out with my best buds on valentines day, ignoring the heart shaped decorations and the lovebird sitcoms on tv……… 


PATHETIC ISN'T????? 

logical people sometimes suck. ( a "rant" as my logical friend would say)

as a believer that you should live your life the fullest as you want it, i believe that you should be wild and crazy, ( your only young once!!!) so i say random stuff, such as rainbow emos, a quadratic emo, nicknames for teachers, like for a teacher named koopman (persay, ) you can do this with the name, say it backwards nampook, or, K.angaroo O.ver O.n P.lanet M.ars A.t N.oon. see? koopman. brown chicken brown cow. sponge bob. randomness is a new ways of living. a way of entertaining! it art! but they are people, who try to keep you in check.


they're the logical peoples.


they always say it isn't possible, be realistic, he ain't real. seriously, and so on. I'm glad that they drag me down to earth sometimes, but sometimes you gotta fly!!!!!!!! (lol peacock! other guys) well, i mean, if you want to live a life of realism, its okay. i mean, you can't go crazy crazy, or they would give you pills or something. but it would be boring.  how can you fully enjoy a movie if you don't have an connection to the characters? twilight got popular caz all them crazy people felt there inner bella swan!!! that is crazy. ( sorry for those examples)


 another example why logical people sometimes suck. like they shun fangirls. I am one, and its fun to be one you know… (are there such things as fanboys??? 0.o) going all crazy when you see the person on your phone, book, television screen… but those logical people, just look at you like you need therapy. its downright cruel sometimes.


please don't be offended if you are an logical person. your just… logical… :P but if you see me all going, "OHH ITS HITSUGAYA!!!!" please just let me be unless its drugs or I'm doing something dangerous to my self and others.


thank you!!!

how do you add music?

okay… I like to listen to j pop and j rock, and i was looking for an gadget that will enable you to listen to music on this site. while i was looking for it, i ended up finding an amazon one, but… it only had an amazon one. plus you have to pay???? on one girls site, it had vocoloid. how????????? please please help!!!! tell me how i can add music to this thing!!!!!


thank you. 


 From, K.H.

were are you home button???? ( a gosh darnit story)

when i visit other peoples blogs, i always find the button that says "home" but i can't find mine so easily, so when i go to my site and look around a bit… i have a hard time finding it. maybe its because my back round is so darn( d-a-r-n) black. ( i have nothing against the color.)  so whenever i try to find it, i have to move the cruiser like crazy. sorry for the inconvenience.  see, sad face.

why the name kagehime?

my friend asked me why i wanted to use the name kagehime. it means shadow princess in japanese, and she said it sounded sad. in japanese, its written as 影姫 in kanji, and かげひめ　in hiragana. i chose this name because in away it sounds pretty. ( it looks pretty~)


  another reason is because shadows are an nice pace to be in during the summer, a cool relaxing, peaceful place. i wanted my name to be like it. looking at the name seems peaceful to me. a calm, slow place to be, so a princess who brings a peace in your mind. 


even thought this blog is more like "ranting" as my friend puts it. curse you mang. (name is changed!)
i wish to be peaceful at times. so my name does bring peace. (well~ to me)

my teacher hates art

in math class, i finally found an friend who loves to doodle and write as much as i do. one class i doodled pictures, while talking to some friends how we are the "single ladies" (as a joke we do the beyonce dance) with the doodle buddy, i drew pictures of random characters, copying from my manga book, (bleach) my teacher walked by and scolded me. "why are you drawing? its math!" i told her i was done with everything, and even showed her my finished work sheets.

 "oh really?" she said all snob like. "yes ma'am I'm done." i replied. she snorted and left. she always made remarks on how art has nothing to do with math. in away it is. squares, triangles, are math, and if you draw them its art right?

i ended up finishing my drawing, but my friend accidentally spilled her drink on it during lunch… (sad panda) so all that work for nothing??????

so i call my fellow artists that the same things happen to the suffering artists. maybe i might submit a poem or something…………… its not going to be all about manga.

my dumb childhood (actually middle school hood.)

well, when i was in seventh grade, i was bike riding with my friends. it had rained the day before, so we were careful not to slip from the ground. when we were biking past a neighborhood, a whole bunch of six graders started to bike around us. it was funny how they were trying to seem tough, and their gang leader, (an idiotic boy who wore his t-shirt in a way that we can see his stomach and his undies. "eeewwww~~~~") anywho, they started to do these bike jumps and moves, and one of then slipped on the ground, and fell of his bike. the gang leader, biked up to him, looked at us and then yelled, "you dumb@$$ you dumb@$$!" and kicked his bike. then, my friend commented, "like your dad!" the boy flared his nostrils and started to chase us with his gang. we pedaled for our lives. finally we made it to my friend house and had hid there for a while. for awhile, i feared for my  life (since probably their from my school). (stupid right?) but now when i think of it, i laugh every time. I'm sure anyone would.

so please do not embarrass your selves performing bike stunts for girls who are obviously not interested. please…

my question to you.

okay~ so I'm almost finished watching bleach (again) and decided to watch something else. I'm watching hetalia, but would like to have some suggestions on what manga to read next, or any TV show book, or anything. please recommend something.  thank you. i will thank you later, and will recomend to others as well~ thank you!!!!!


P.S I already know about death note, loveless, naruto, one piece… but if you know something else, then please tell me!

car KH car!!!

one day i was walking home with a bunch of my friends. Well, we were crossing the street and then… "Car KH! CAR!" i was in the infamous La LA land, the land were troubles melt like lemon drops… 

"Car!" i turned around, and there was a loud BEEP BEEEP!!!!! a car was a foot away from me!

 "hu? car? car?!" i shrieked, and ran all the rest of the way to the side walk. 

"omg your were almost hit by a car!" my friend sighed. i thought of an excuse. "I had so much on my mind!" i said. "UMHUM." my friend said. another kid commented. "Yeah we were totally like… car KH car! and you totally didn't listen.!" he looked like he wanted to die laughing. I ignored then, and continued on my trek home.

 later, and forever always, whenever I'm walking home, or even just simply walking, someone who was there that day would say, 

"Car KH car!"

    pathetic right?

hetalia nearly ruined my life. ( it has an happy ending.)

i was doing a group project that was on an animation major. so… i brought in a pic of hetalia to decorate the poster. my teacher walked by and questioned our pictures (since all of them are on anime XD) so she asked us about anime. i told her about bishies (aka bi-shonen) and how hetalia is one, and how hetalia can help you with history. (well… in away.) since it has to do with WW1 and WW2, it helps you with world history and anything to do in that era.  my teacher looked at me all surprised and said, "OH really?" then my friend  ally (NOT HER REAL NAME) added, "oh yeah. you can watch it online too!" my teacher being excited, grabbed the nearest lap top and typed in hetaila.  she tried searching for a site to watch it, but the school district's firewall didn't let us enter a page. she left, and my friends and i continued to look for an site that would let us watch hetalia that the district missed.. and we found one. it was anime freak.com, and we showed our teacher the first episode. i explained how this makes all sense into history, and my teacher told me that next year i should really be in an ap class. (advanced placement. ): )  i was starting to say no, but she already took out a phone and called my mom!!  "OH NOOOO!!!!!" i thought, as i shuffled to my seat sulking. i sighed, and tried to look up on the bright side. oh wait a minute. there is no bright side.

  once at home, i was ambushed by my mom, who was saying things like, "Oh i'm so proud!!!! my little KH, in ap!!!!" she smiled like crazy. oh hetalia, why why why???? i guess its my fault, but the good news is, i could leave that class to an normal one after the first two weeks. 


so hetalia, I'm sorry for being so mad………… i love you~ (hetalia) teheeee~

RAINBOW EMOS!!! please read!!! had an video!!!

during P.E., (my least favorite hated subject) i was in an bad mood.  i felt angry, and angry at the world. i got bad grades on most of my tests, and my teacher made comments that made me down right miserable. i didn't feel like talking. my friend asked me why, and since i didn't feel like talking, i just shrugged and kept my tone monotone. my friend, acting like a mother hen said, "okay. are you an emo or something?" in my definition, and emo is the cutting, depressing, druggie like, monotone, black out fits, scarves, emotional, wannabe goth kids who just don't want to over do it with there own thing.  i tried the whole emo thing once. 

 well, any who,i thought of a new word. "no.  I'm an rainbow emo." my fried did her mature sigh. "what?" i explained, "and rainbow emo is an emo who acts like one, but prefers to dress like a normal person." i was answered with an, "ooh."  i thought for an moment. "so I'm an rainbow emo. the approachable emo."

"but you don't cut your self… and you don't act like this all the time." my friend tried to be logical. i tried the diplomatic approach. "okay. think of this as an part time job. so i'm an part time emo. an emo that doesn't dress the part." so i left it like that. so everyone has those days were they are an rainbow emo. or i think…

lol my cat is emo!!!!!

i like the new back round.

cause its purple! might change it one day. i don't like things to stay the same.

scotty looks like mad boy.

ok. well in american idol this boy named scotty is a terrible singer to me. and… country music isn't my thing. and scotty is an country singer. he is the exact stereo type with the whole deep voice and dopey smile and everything. but scotty is the worst of the worst plus, he looks exactly the same like the face of the boy in MAD magazine. (ever heard of it? it has a tv show now on cartoon network.) and if you think about it, they could be twins!!! hahaha 
see?

my dumb childhood part3

one day when i was four i was eating some cookies. i heard my little sister ask my mom if she can eat cheese. (American cheese fyi.) my mom said yes, and she left to do the laundry. for awhile, i daydreamed while eating the cookies. i turned around to check up on my sister and this is what i saw.


 she made cheese play dough.(or something like that.)


 the rappers of the cheese were all over the coffee table, and on one corner my sister was kneading the cheese. it looked disgusting. and it smelled strongly of cheese. (duh.)
"What?" she asked. 
 i had nothing to say. i just stared. 
my mom came in later and was very upset. my sister, who was two at the time was let go of punishment. (or i think i can't remember.) 
to this day i still remember the cheese dough. 

my dumb childhood part 2

one day when i was four, my mom caught a cold. she had to stay in bed all day and my dad wasn't home. hoping to make her feel better. i got a plastic kiddie cup and poured in milk, apple juice, a piece of cheese, and an umebosi ( a pickled plum, can be sour, or sweet. i put in a sour one.) i mixed it together, failing to notice that the cheese and the umeboshi was floating around. i ran over to my mom. "here mama!" she took the drink and took a sip. she did her best to hide her disgust. "Is this milk and apple juice?" i smiled and answered, "and cheese and umeboshi." my mom was touched. "thank you." she muttered, and put the drink in on the bed side table. i left, feeling like i did a great deed. but it did not help my mom. instead, the taste must have been horrible.

never trust me with scissors.

we are working on a project for our class. i decided to cut the pictures and glue them on a poster, same thing with the typed paragraphs. while i was cutting them, my friend complained. "you don't cut straight." i looked at my cut squares. they looked uneven, and wasn't  cut straight. "sorry." i apologized. i handed the rest to my friend who said had the same problem when she was little, but she practiced. after that we started to paste the pictures and paragraphs on our poster. 

  

 the assistant teacher walked by and said. "Dude these pictures aren't cut straight." i sighed and answered, "Its mine." his eyes widened. "Seriously? man i mean, i can't cut straight either. i have to use like a machine thingie."  i complained, "Well these scissors are so huge! i do better with safety scissors." the assistant teacher laughed and walked away. soon my teacher made a comment as well.
      later, i was confronted by my same assistant teacher and my teacher saying that i didn't turn something in. "K.H. were is your notes?" i gulped and said, "My teacher has it." my assistant teacher said, " thats what you except from somebody who cant cut straight."


        feeling angry, i said, "I'M SCISSOR-LY CHALLENGED! I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T CUT STRAIGHT. MIGHT AS WELL GO TO THERAPY TO FIX IT!" i sat back down and ket on working. letting my friend deal with the scissors.
















                                                                   see how big they are?

The drama group.

i used to hang out with these dramatic people. all what they did was cause drama, do stupid stuff, and talk about drugs. i never was the one that would do drugs, so thankfully no one was stupid enough to hand me one. people, (and me) called them the "druggies".
 the druggies, like to spread gossip. one was the " i hate you and leave our group." it was sad to see people doing that. even though they were anti socials, ( socials is what we call popular people.) they acted like one. it was a miserable click. the only reason i joined them was because my best friend, (well, I'm not sure now.) was in the group. she was kicked out 2 times, but was accepted, yet again. one day, nearing the end of winter break, i kept on having these nightmares. it was usually the same. i had the infamous, "I hate you" dreams. it had the girl who acted as the leader, (lets call her G.) standing at the middle of the group. she said, "we don't want you in the group. please leave." and the dream ended, making me feel miserable. soon in the end, because of my differences and insecurities, i left the group. and now i feel great. i recomend that you listen to you dreams, cause later i found out that they were planning to kick me out anyway.

My dumb childhood. part one.

when i was little i watched one piece for the first time. back then in japan it was a big deal. ( i used to live there  for a little while) i saw that when monkey ate the special fruit, he got his special powers. My mom over heard me saying that i wish i had his powers, she said, "Well K.H., if you eat fruits you can." then, i went through a whole fruit eating spree. i always ate fruit. when i went to a super market, my little hands pointed to anything fruit. then at home, i would eat it as soon as possible, then tried to make my arms stretch. disappointed, i asked for another. it lasted for a while, until i got tired of eating all this fruit and gave up. 
                    i was very dumb as a child back then.

i am an idiot

i accidentally followed my self. is that even possible? face palm

do peeps explode?

okay as in peeps i mean those stuff for like, easter. my friend told me that you put peeps in an microwave and then BOOM it explodes!!!! 0.o i mean, i never seen it in person, never will bother to use my own microwave. but HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE????? please tell me.  but in my opinion, i don't like peeps. too sugary. oh well. im not going to be a jerk to those that like them.  well if you have a video of exploding peeps, please send a link!!! thank you~

Why is Hitsugaya so darn awesome? part one

1. cause his hair
2. his eyes
3. short enough for me
4. close to my age (well as in what he looks like)
5. seems like a teen
6. a capitan!!!
7. loveable
8. his squad is easy to get into to
9. thinks that friendship is important
10. he's sexay~
11. has the best zanakuto ever!!!!!
12. protective
13. mature
14. his name is awesome
15. funny
16. especially funny when he yells at Rangiku
17. many many more
18. and his japanese voice. (the english one to me sounds strange.)

naruto: the mysterious sasuke.

these days people really seem to like naruto like crazy. i was too back then. but when i first saw sasuke, it is the usual reaction. ooooh its sasuke! and you like him. after a wile, a few male leads come out, and you get split up. the question would be, "who do i like, sasuke or, ______?" i had the same problem, but i stood next to sasuke………… until he turned seriously evil. my other favorite at the time, Gara seemed like a great guy later on the series, after sasuke left. soon, when i saw sasuke again, i noticed that he was a JERK. common really? this guy was evil! so i guess the question is, what are you… team sasuke, or team _____?
for naruto I'm team Gara. and i'm proud. 

Anime and manga are racists? if it is offensive then i'm very sorry.

i was talking about different anime and talked a little about bleach, but this kid suddenly said, "Bleach is racist!" i looked over. "Why?" i asked feeling defensive. the boy said the stragest thing. "Why do African americans, ( he actually said black people fyi) always die on bleach like common! seriously!!" before i can say anything he yelled, "Like, that capitain! yeah he died! and those, arrancars! they had black people and they died! and inuyasha!( i had no idea how inuyasha had to do with it.) those evil guys are black too!" i really wanted to say that Yoruichi, Love, Hachi, (just to name a few.) are black, and still alive. and those evil guys, my friend said they were purple. any objections?

Hello I'm kagehime17, a fellow fangirl. the start of this blog.

My friend made a joke going on and on about blogging so I said, "Okay then. What about I make one?"
She looked at me all stupefied. "You?" I nodded furiously. she looked away. i looked at my computer screen then smiled like crazy. There was my awesome, beautiful, white haired, blue eyed Bleach character that i loved so much……… Hitsugaya Tôshirô. My friend saw my face. "Oh my god KH, your so obsessed with him." I nodded again, only to find that my teacher was right behind me.
"KH, what is this, and what does this have to do with school?" I quickly answered, "Well sir, Bleach is an anime, and anime is animation. very productive." My teacher grunted and walked away.

I felt like an light bulb go upon top of my head. "OMG! i think i should make a blog and post my ideas! nothing too stupid though." My friend hummed along, acting interested.  "I'll read it." i was glad that she at least tried to sound interested.

i went back to drooling over my capitan.